Life- as it is now: Disappointed

As I was sitting in my apartment last night I couldn’t help but to be a little mad and disappointed in how little I accomplished (outside of work) in recent weeks.  Generally, I get off about 4:30 and am back at my apartment by 5.  Then I go to the gym, take a shower and eat dinner.  By the time all that is done with it’s usually around 8pm.  From then on I have the rest of the night to accomplish or do anything I wish.  As of late I haven’t really been putting forth an effort to help further God’s kingdom, instead I’ve played video games, watched fuzzy television (no cable), listened to a lot of music and been lazy.  I would really like to put that time towards something that can be seen as productive and glorifying to His name.  One way I think that might be a step in the right direction is getting back into the word.  Ever since I stopped getting in the word at bedtime, I’ve lacked motivation.  In fact, I’ve missed it! Getting back into God’s word is something I hope by this time next week is no longer an issue.

Ever since I left Charlotte for college freshman year, I’ve felt like I haven’t had the type of fellowship I had when I was in high school.  Sure I regularly attend Downtown Christian Fellowship (DCF) and I’ve been apart of FCA small group for two years but, there just doesn’t seem like there has been that connection with a group like there was when I was in high school.  This is not really something I think I can change over the course of this week but it’s definatly something I’ve been thinking a lot about.

On a more positive note I am planning on going down to Atlanta on Sunday to watch the Braves take on the Phillies!  It should be a lot of fun!!